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Post Sun Jun 26, 2011 10:10 pm

I can't handle a nuclear apocalypse

The more I learn about these multiple nuclear plant disasters (Fukushima, Ft. Calhoun, Cooper, etc.), the more afraid and completely defeated I feel. I was reading through the Fukushima thread, and came across this post by Roccman on pp. 207:

roccman wrote:

[......]

At this time neutrons will begin to react against atoms, leading to a spike in temperatures exceeding any known cooling process… The fuel will then go core through the floor, and reach the water table in no less than 1-6 hours…
At that time the fuel will both be released in atmospheric and oceanic / form. Plaguing Japan first and foremost. I presume that over 100,000- 10,000,000 deaths will be attributed to the event alone.

Japan will likely be forced to abandon the main island entirely within that time.

The continental united states will see the radiation within 2 days. The radiation will sweep across the northwest, as far north as Vancouver canada, and as far south as new mexico. The main area’s to be astray from are seattle through sandiego. The radiation will likely be 350 – 800cmp. (fyi 200cpm is when you should run indoors)…

This will continue as a global norm for at least two months, at that time reactors 5 and 6 will likely begin the path to china syndrome. If you are in a temporary fallout shelter, by august, you should be planning to find a more permanent location to settle…

Come November, the situation will likely start over again, now reaching 1000cpm or more. It will be anywhere up to a century for the initial radiation plumes to settle… The 600,000 spent fuel rods, will likely contaminate the entire planet killing 45% or more, of life on earth…

“Once the reaction from neutrons has dwindled to a 100-300 cpm internationally”; The biological life forms will begin to emerge from the now very few uncontaminated portions of the planet…
Though human dna will likely be mutated, and lifespans will be lowered to 20 – 44 years old in adult males, and 25 – 50 years old in Adult females.

[......]

We are truly looking at the most appocalyptic situation, of biblical proportion; That mankind has “ever” faced. The amounts of
nuclear fuel present in Fukushima Daichii dwindle the now abandoned, forever contaminated, nuclear wastelands of Chernobyl.

In a very, very, crude reality. You should be preparing mentally for the challenges that you and your loved ones will be facing.
Radiation has already begun wreaking havok across our globe. The levels are bio accumulating in our food, our water, and our entire
enviroment.

Bio accumulation means that the radiation which was being down played as miniscule amounts is in fact growing in
sizes past humans integrity to refract. We are certainly headed to a unknown frontier. One where tyvek suits and gas masks are
the new essentials in survival.

[.......]

So its really up to you, on how you "feel" you should be "reacting" right now… before your sitting at home reading and are forced to deal with the shit...


Rocc, I really appreciate your posts and all your contributions, but this really scares the shit out of me. If we ever got to the point of full-scale nuclear apocalypse world-wide, I wouldn't be able to deal with it. I can't even imagine being able to. If everyone around me was becoming deformed and dying horrible, painful deaths from radiation poisoning, I'd put a bullet in my head. Period, no discussion or second thoughts. I wouldn't want to live through that, it just seems too terrifying to even imagine. I saw pictures and videos of the effects from Hiroshima and Nagasaki after they dropped the bombs in ww2. I can't imagine the effects being 100 times worse than that. What would be the point in living in that kind of situation?

If things keep getting worse, and we only have until November...then, what's the fuckin' point?

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Post Sun Jun 26, 2011 10:28 pm

Re: I can't handle a nuclear apocalypse

earthgirl

I found that post on godlike productions. And while it may have some truth - it may also be bupkis.

The problem with a lieing government and media is we are left with piecing all kinds of things together from all kinds of places.

One does not need to look far for reasons to put a bullet in ones head. If you were Armenian in Turkey in 1916 - or a muslim in Bosnia in 1995 - or a jew in germany in 1939 - or cambodian in 1975 in year zero - you may well have had these thoughts.

I would not at all be surprised if Japan and perhaps Nebraska were staged to usher in a global cessation of nucs - the blood drinkers have known for a long time that Overshoot is ordained. But how would they address nucs and nuc waste? after all - they can't exploit a radiated planet.

If I were king of the world I could envision staged nuc emergencies to preempt a full stop shut down of nucs WHILE RESOURCES EXIST to safely bury the waste (as a matter of global security).

Now while some here think the blood drinkers don't cooperate - I think they do if there is something to gain - and what is to be gained by radiating the planet and all that lives on the planet - NOTHING.

So - consider japan as a potential staged event - and consider a world without nucs as one reality.
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For hope would be hope for the wrong thing; wait without love,
For love would be love of the wrong thing; there is yet faith
But the faith and the love and the hope are all in the waiting.

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Post Sun Jun 26, 2011 10:58 pm

Re: I can't handle a nuclear apocalypse

roccman wrote:earthgirl

I found that post on godlike productions. And while it may have some truth - it may also be bupkis.

The problem with a lieing government and media is we are left with piecing all kinds of things together from all kinds of places.

One does not need to look far for reasons to put a bullet in ones head. If you were Armenian in Turkey in 1916 - or a muslim in Bosnia in 1995 - or a jew in germany in 1939 - or cambodian in 1975 in year zero - you may well have had these thoughts.

I would not at all be surprised if Japan and perhaps Nebraska were staged to usher in a global cessation of nucs - the blood drinkers have known for a long time that Overshoot is ordained. But how would they address nucs and nuc waste? after all - they can't exploit a radiated planet.

If I were king of the world I could envision staged nuc emergencies to preempt a full stop shut down of nucs WHILE RESOURCES EXIST to safely bury the waste (as a matter of global security).

Now while some here think the blood drinkers don't cooperate - I think they do if there is something to gain - and what is to be gained by radiating the planet and all that lives on the planet - NOTHING.

So - consider japan as a potential staged event - and consider a world without nucs as one reality.


I will just try and continue on as honorably and gracefully as I can, and live as decent a life as I can. But sometimes the doom just really gets to me and I don't know how to handle it all sometimes. A world without nukes may be one future reality, but what if TPTB have already lost control of the situation, despite their intentions to prevent radiating the world so they can exploit it?

Nuclear technology truly is Pandora's Box, as I've said before. We shouldn't mettle with it in the first place.
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Post Sun Jun 26, 2011 11:14 pm

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a bullet to the brain (which is really gross by the way, nothing like brain worms oozing out the ear) is handling it earthgirl. you are lucky you only have to make that decision for yourself, a lot of us have to carry three or four. its something we will all face at one point in time. i have had a few friends die of cancer (my neighbor presently, i just went and checked on her and she will probably die later this evening (shes at in home hospice). her cancer and my friends was not all that painful, and their quality of life has been good. so maybe we stick around and die a lot sooner than we thought, but if our quality of life improves then its worth hanging out. i have experienced death, and its really boring, i promise you, nothingness. thats how i describe it. so i personally will stick it out through the tuff stuff. i think personally, we only have one shot so for better or worse or worser then fuck it, im stickin around to see whats around the corner. im all talk now though, if we hit the plaid and go ludicrous speed right into "the road" then i will rethink my current position.
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Post Mon Jun 27, 2011 11:00 am

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Frothing wrote:a bullet to the brain (which is really gross by the way, nothing like brain worms oozing out the ear) is handling it earthgirl. you are lucky you only have to make that decision for yourself, a lot of us have to carry three or four. its something we will all face at one point in time. i have had a few friends die of cancer (my neighbor presently, i just went and checked on her and she will probably die later this evening (shes at in home hospice). her cancer and my friends was not all that painful, and their quality of life has been good. so maybe we stick around and die a lot sooner than we thought, but if our quality of life improves then its worth hanging out. i have experienced death, and its really boring, i promise you, nothingness. thats how i describe it. so i personally will stick it out through the tuff stuff. i think personally, we only have one shot so for better or worse or worser then fuck it, im stickin around to see whats around the corner. im all talk now though, if we hit the plaid and go ludicrous speed right into "the road" then i will rethink my current position.


I know in my heart that my energy, my spirit, will move on after this life, so to me death is not boring, isn't nothingness. If it ever gets to the point where things are so bad and there doesn't seem to be a way out at all, no matter how many times I look at the situation, then I'll exit, stage left. Prob. won't be as brutal as a bullet to the brain, I would much rather O.D. on pills; or take a fast-acting, painless poison; or morphine. It might mean violating the pagan creed "do no harm," and it may mean not fulfilling my life's purpose, but there are just some things I don't think my psyche can handle, so I won't stick around to witness such horrors.
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Post Mon Jun 27, 2011 12:13 pm

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You got the right idea, events will dictate actions. It's good to talk these things out and let yourself experience something you just might have to do. But I'm with you, I'm goin out all styly and shit, I plan on flying with heroin, x, blow, and acid. That should fuck me up good and proper, same with my kid. At least well go out with a big ol' smile. I wonder what a 5 year old would trip on. Hopefully not Thomas the Train, those little fucking trains creep me out, our Barney, man I better rethink skylers cocktail, hahaahb
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Post Mon Jun 27, 2011 12:32 pm

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Hey! Don't knock Barney! That's my purple truck's name! Definitely get some helium to make squeeky voices while the lights go out :P
Slow down.... think and live from your heart, that is all that is real

TPTB and MSM and you and i want to have hope... hope is so exhausting. Foster

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Post Mon Jun 27, 2011 12:35 pm

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Our house was always a "Barney Free Zone" ... of course, I also refuse to take my child to visit Team Rodent (Disney). I'm a mean, mean mom!!!
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Post Mon Jun 27, 2011 12:49 pm

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I'm still hoping for alien intervention. :ugeek:
I've given up on waiting for other people to get it. Now I'm waiting for it to get them.
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Post Mon Jun 27, 2011 12:53 pm

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dont worry, youll be rebuilding that pyramid in a loin clothe this time next year, be careful what you wish for my friend :D
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