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Re: Accepting collapse
jmhpolar wrote:
...this is also why it's so difficult to keep one foot in each reality, when these realities don't jibe. You tend to juggle paradigms as your situation requires. I imagine it's not unlike "mild' schizophrenia...
jmpolar, I am so glad you posted this idea above. This is very much how I have been feeling. My prep and thought world is separate from the "other" world, which, for me, is really like living in the past. These 2 paradigms are difficult to maintain on a daily basis. It takes a lot of energy to focus on both. It is kind of like commiting to opposing realities. I would love to let go of the hot-air balloon of the oil age, and be able to fully commit to being in the new paradigm upon us now. I still have bills to pay, and that is why I still hang on to that world. And, I think, honestly, that is the only reason why.
And, yes, sometimes I have thought to myself, "Is this what it feels like to be schizophrenic? It really is painful." And my conscious mind lives in the new paradigm, tugging away from the old one, which has become nothing more than a facade, a building with no structure, like a Hollywood set...looking so real yet ready to come down, or blown up, at any moment.
Once upon a paradigm...there were 2 worlds...at the same time...
all-is-sun
Slow down.... think and live from your heart, that is all that is real
TPTB and MSM and you and i want to have hope... hope is so exhausting. Foster
This is a characteristic of zombies in general, they always manage to look alive no matter what. PM
TPTB and MSM and you and i want to have hope... hope is so exhausting. Foster
This is a characteristic of zombies in general, they always manage to look alive no matter what. PM


